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it’s absolutely awful outside today. i have nothing to do but write. that’s what i should be doing, anyway. brainstorming, and the like. but my mind is elsewhere.
last night, you cried tears of happiness as i stood before you on the balcony and sang my heart out. those moments i will remember forever, regardless of the situation. the buildings pulsated and swayed and the sky threatened to swallow us up into it’s abyss of blues and pinks. i took your hand, i promised you forever and i plan to hold such a promise for as long as there is air in my lungs. you are my other half, you were sent to me as a fated gift from heaven, to love me and for me to love you like i’ve never loved anything before. we are meant to be, carved into the book of destiny from the beginning. i never dreamed of anything like this before, i had figured i was going to spend the rest of time all alone. and then you showed up and painted a beautiful picture for me to gaze upon day in and day out. now i’ve got you, i’m never gonna let you go without a fight. we may bicker at one another and drive eachother crazy, but i can’t imagine the future without you. i can’t imagine waking up to another’s eyes, i can’t imagine sitting on my porch in my old age with anyone but you. we are one, special, and lucky to be so in love with eachother.
many things have shifted in my life since you appeared. but most notably, i have shifted. i am discovering my weaknesses and my strengths. you are my strength. knowing you are here with me gives me hope. we can make it work, we can make anything work. we have faith in ourselves and our love, and that’s all we need. times get tougher and tougher, but what better way to build character. the sun will come out, and we’ll be standing there, hand in hand, basking in the soft light of a new day. and we’ll know, we’ll know that we’re fighters.
